Trying Again

What a year!  I'm sometimes angry, sometimes having a pity party, but mostly I'm just...me, but not the me that used to be me, which makes no sense if you haven't been where I am.  They say it gets better with time and I guess it does (but not really sometimes).  I've been reading the Darkover series by Marion Zimmer Bradley and it's wonderful.  Even though I am struggling financially, I am buying the next and next and next book used off Ebay.  I can't seem to get enough.  They are magical and full of love and loss and disappointments.  And I get them.  And, best of all, they get me.